I do terrible animations and art, like srsly why are you here?
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"A Fading Dream"
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You really tried your best. Sometimes it's not enough, and there is little we can do about it. I had stuff abandoned too (lots of it actually). It doesn't mean it's a failure, it is more a period that lasted for a time and had to step aside for something new to be born. I hope you will find a new inspiration for something new and successful.
Or, also, I enjoyed what you did so far and hope to see what else you will create
you may be a fucking broke ass loser who draws smut for money but that's what makes you endearing, you're like an irl shinada. you're a genuinely good guy and you probably have people close that care about you besides those lovely cats.
try experimenting some stuff outside your comfort zone that's considered fresh and new, like playing a new type or genre of game or watching a loosely-connected cinematic universe as examples, there aint a thing as failure if there are other options out there.
MojoMontebon
There has been something I wanna get off of my chest for a while now. I slowly think that not a lot of people will really like Trixie anymore like in a way that feels "endearing". I mean I can't blame you guys I know how she started but honestly I just started Trixie as the NSFW character because I just wanted money and me being an artist, I never really think my art is all that good with Trixie, even in recent arts I did with her. I don't know I'm losing my inspiration for her now.
The only reason why I keep her is because I kinda like how she is designed, not just the physic of course but so far she's the only OC I made that looked so unique to me and that's why I really like her and drawing her but recently I've noticed some dislikes of her growing and I get why but it just kinda disheartens me to the point that I'm considering to axe my ideas for good.
I feel like I've already failed, I mean I haven't made a single progress at all in building her world because it didn't really fund me and as a Filipino, I have to show that my career can make money because this country is money starved and if you don't have money here, you're basically fucked and that's why I never stop doing NSFW even when it made me sad that it'll become my fate as an artist.
I don't know, I always thought I was meant for something but like I don't have the same spark anymore. The more I keep trying to make Trixie look better without removing too much of her character, the more it kept failing and that's just not me saying it, I've seen it happening already. I'm at least glad people like Joy but it kinda demotivates me that Trixie is just a character now and I too feel like I don't wanna draw her anymore.
MojoMontebon
I know they're mostly jokes but those jokes root from something that are a fact and that's why I feel like drawing more of her feels like... eh like a "cheap-skate" thing, idk how to explain it.
Maybe I'm just really burnt out, who knows. But I genuinely think that Trixie is starting to be unlikeable so yeah I kinda just wanna axe everything.
This may seem like a complaint, which I guess is true but not really. It's more of a thought I wanna share. I can't really blame you guys, it makes sense why you'd think like that anyway but yeah I don't feel like doing Trixie stuff anymore. Or I might who knows. Right now, I just feel very very lost and I don't know what to do anymore.
Sorry for the long message, I just really wanted to say this.
Oh and I deleted the recent post cuz women getting beaten up is uh... idk a little bold ig? I was trying to make her look more of a strong woman but it looked idk wrong a bit so yeah
sorry for disappointing you guys, I really get it. I've been a total loser.