I feel like I have to keep repeating myself lol but again NSFW Trixie ISNT CANON. I just draw NSFW with Trixie most of the times cuz she is the demographic and she is quite a fairly attractive character to draw. I am also doing it for the money lol.

Trixie plays: Dark Souls REMASTERED (Part 1)

It's out now with some wacky animated bits, watch now!

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As of Feb 15, 3:30 PM, Garfield passed away. I cannot bear to share with you what he looks like in his last moments but seeing him in such a state breaks my heart. He died from sudden Cardiac Arrest, currently planning his funeral and finding him a perfect burial spot.

Thank you everyone for supporting him, seriously I do this stuff for my pets and sometimes cannot believe how much people are supporting him.

Thank you Garfield, for making my day better every time I'm in a dark place, you bring so much light to my life.

Update on Garfield, after Feb 23, he will be discharged or after I set up a cage for him. I unfortunately cannot let him out anymore since it'll be very risky but I will find a perfect big cage for him to at least feel a little freedom and in my presence, he can roam around my house.

He is fine but he'll be having a strict diet of Renal wet food because his kidney is impossible to recover unfortunately.

Still, thank you very much everyone for supporting and funding his well-being, he cannot make it this far without you guys.

Hello, heres an update on Garfields recovery.

So, I let the vet keep him there to treat him everyday and updating me on his recovery and condition. So far, little recovery was shown in regards to his Kidney infection, his Gingivitis however has been healed. He is slowly getting active everyday everytime I visit him, he's even always excited to see me and always wanted to sleep on my lap everyday.

I try my best to visit him everyday because I haven't really spent a lot of time with him but hopefully my presence will help him to be strong, that is exactly why I kept posting about him on my posts to let everyone know that he's doing ok and is fighting very bravely right now. I don't plan to stop posting about him everytime I visit him so I apologize if it seemed too much for you guys.

Unfortunately, there is no clear indication that he is going to recover soon, the reports keep coming back with barely any sign of him getting well and that means I still have to keep paying for the upcoming bills.

Actually, a euthanization has been suggested before and made me very scared and I geniuenely cried a lot, I wasn't ready for him to go and I was considering it because I didn't want him to suffer through his condition but seeing how he's been recovering made me rethink that and decided to let the vet keep treating him until he is better, I'm glad I didn't make that call.

I still have some commission slots open, hopefully you'll hit me up if you want to support my cats well-being or just donate to my paypal if you're feeling generous.

Thank you so much everyone and again I understand if you can't give me money to help him, I'm just taking every chances I get, that is all.

Discord user: toonzymojo

Paypal: https://pp.mojotoo.nz/

Very bad news, Garfield once again is sick because of the same reason, Gingivitis. And now I need every help again. It's ok if you can't but I am opening more slots for commissions, this time around 5 slots. It may take very long to finish let me warn you but I have to do this, please I need all the help I can get...

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[Really long ass message btw, just ignore it-]

I'm gonna be honest with y'all, I don't think I'm going to be the animator I want to be. I've been trying to get back on

animation for a while but every time I "try" to finish one, I end up giving up on it, you have no idea how many WIP's I've got stashed in my folder. I don't even know if I can uphold my YouTube channel since I'm not making any videos that people come for and hence I might lose everything after that. All I do is post art and I don't know if that's a good thing to be known for in YouTube y'know? I'm afraid my time is about to end but who knows, I can't really stop drawing because it is the only thing I know what to do. The scary part is that the patrons on Patreon stop donating money to me, that's the scary part and if it does come to that then I might just stop drawing for good.

I'm sorry I'm such a downer by the way, I really do appreciate the support. It's just every insult that comes my way breaks me easily like a nuke in my feelings because I am sensitive as much as I hate to admit it. Thank you guys really, I wouldn't have made it this far if it weren't for you guys.

I guess I'm just used to the fact that I will fail because it has been my nature for my whole life. I never really achieved something "amazing". Sure I got this career but all I really am doing is drawing and that's what everyone else sees in this career, just a drawing job. Very unstable lifestyle I agree but it's all I know and I can't even begin to imagine getting a job, I might get fired faster than any speedrun category lol.

So, what should you take from this extremely long message I made? I don't know if I'm being honest haha. I guess it's the fact that things might end if it doesn't go well for me. And to those people who have told me to try and get a break, I have been trying but I literally could not stop thinking about drawing. But yeah I guess you should take away the fact that I might not be the animator you hoped to be, just probably dump videos here and there but I don't see going too far anymore. I'll still draw of course if it still funds me but right now I feel like the end is very, very near.

That's all I guess, sorry for the long message.