[Really long ass message btw, just ignore it-]

I'm gonna be honest with y'all, I don't think I'm going to be the animator I want to be. I've been trying to get back on

animation for a while but every time I "try" to finish one, I end up giving up on it, you have no idea how many WIP's I've got stashed in my folder. I don't even know if I can uphold my YouTube channel since I'm not making any videos that people come for and hence I might lose everything after that. All I do is post art and I don't know if that's a good thing to be known for in YouTube y'know? I'm afraid my time is about to end but who knows, I can't really stop drawing because it is the only thing I know what to do. The scary part is that the patrons on Patreon stop donating money to me, that's the scary part and if it does come to that then I might just stop drawing for good.

I'm sorry I'm such a downer by the way, I really do appreciate the support. It's just every insult that comes my way breaks me easily like a nuke in my feelings because I am sensitive as much as I hate to admit it. Thank you guys really, I wouldn't have made it this far if it weren't for you guys.

I guess I'm just used to the fact that I will fail because it has been my nature for my whole life. I never really achieved something "amazing". Sure I got this career but all I really am doing is drawing and that's what everyone else sees in this career, just a drawing job. Very unstable lifestyle I agree but it's all I know and I can't even begin to imagine getting a job, I might get fired faster than any speedrun category lol.

So, what should you take from this extremely long message I made? I don't know if I'm being honest haha. I guess it's the fact that things might end if it doesn't go well for me. And to those people who have told me to try and get a break, I have been trying but I literally could not stop thinking about drawing. But yeah I guess you should take away the fact that I might not be the animator you hoped to be, just probably dump videos here and there but I don't see going too far anymore. I'll still draw of course if it still funds me but right now I feel like the end is very, very near.

That's all I guess, sorry for the long message.

I mean, it's obvious, I just suck at drawing. It's just the facts!

bec im slow af at my projects-

Hey, so I updated the sheet to be a bit more pricey because I've been getting 20 DMs of folks wanting a commission.

Uh, I didn't really wanna resort to doing commissions as a long term thing and kinda just want it to be a side thing because I have Patreon but that is A LOT of folks who want a commission from me. I appreciate it really but I can't handle all that, so to balance it all out I've decided to OVERPRICE the commission sheet because I still have videos to make, animations to finish and so many other things for the sake of making original content for my channel and such.

I can understand if this upsets you and that is ok, I just don't wanna be bombarded by commissions and forgeting my real goal as an artist, which is making original stuff.

So yeah, once again I'm sorry but I have to compromise to this action. Also, if you DM me, please check my name, it states what my status is in doing commissions.

Sorry once again! And don't worry, you can be mad at me, I don't mind. I can understand why you would wanna kill me, anyways that is all thank youuuu!

Hello! I've made a new form of content!

Sorry for the lackluster posts, I'm still warming up. It's been a while...